Thursday 20 May 2010

The Liberal elite.

Some gay men voted for the lib Dems.
Some gay men didnt vote Labour because of ID cards and the DNA datebase - which is used to castch and convict 8000 serious criminals a year - Serious as in RAPE,MURDER.

Some gay men forgot that Labour gave them Civil partnerships,allowed to serve in the military,equal age of consent,huge spending rises in HIV treatment,gay adoption,fertilisation legisalation,etc.
Some gay men thought ID cards and DNA database was more important.
Some gay men said that Democracy was at risk.
So they voted Lib Dem or Conservative.

And some gay men are happy now.

With the coalition giving the Police more powers to charge as opposed to the CPS.
Happy the coalition is determinded to undermine and change Parliamentry legislation like making it impossible to bring down the Govt.
Happy that Thersa May is equality Minister - Theresa voted against most of the laws I mentioned.

Some gay men are the Pet Shop Boys they say they re happy.

Are you happy too?

Is This The World That We Live In.

Today in Malawi, country in which 12% of the population has HIV, that depends heavily on AID from the UK and others, a country were you can bribe Govt Officials in order to adopt a child sent 2 men to jail for 14 years hard labour.
Their crime,Love.
In other African countries like Uganda,again they receive AID if you are gay you can be sentenced to death.
And it happens.

Madonna, who was very vocal in her support of Malawi and whose foundation has given millions of dollars says nothing.

The same Madonna who gay men pay £100 plus to watch mime songs.

The same Madonna who attended an AIDS charity Auction ONLY on condition that the AIDS charity gave money to her Malawi Charity.
Madonna herself gave nothing to the AIDS charity, except an old handkerchief and hand bag to auction.

And what has Madonna whose 2 children come from Malawi said on the prison decision - NOTHING.

And still your taxes go to prop up a corrupt,evil regime whose people are dying from AIDS.
And of course imprisoning people is just the way to drive gays under ground and not seek condoms etc for fear of arrest and jail.

And on Twitter Justin Beiber trends, Olympic Mascots trend. Malawi - that does nt trend that just takes the money, buries its people and jails its gay men.

Tuesday 13 April 2010

Manifesto's

Yesterday we had the Labour manifesto launch, with Gordon Brown introduced by a girl called Ellie who is a student, studying in Paris - of course she is. Who last year called for Bordon Brown to resign, of course she did. She also has a blog called the Stiletto Socialist( whos studying in Paris ) - I added that last bit. I am sure this young girl will influence thousands of pensioners, working class people and the rest to vote Labour. She ll really relate to Labours Core Vote.

Today we had the Tory launch which lasted 21 days - or felt like it.
No wonder people are bored with Politics jesus it went on and on and on.
But strangely they said not very much.
Cameron quoted JFK! Yes I was embarrassed too.
Cameron is no JKF.

The questions after were telling.
Sky New Adam Boulton asked a particularly complex question which had Cameron sweating like a pig - all about fox hunting! Not about VAT, or the deficit, or public service cuts, or Income Tax, or Crime or Chris Graying - no he opted for fox hunting for his one and only question.

Now call me cynical but News International which owns Sky, also owns The Sun, News of the World, Times all of which have come out in support of Tories.
How the fuck therefore can Sky News be impartial!
Adam Boulton really looked a complete tit asking that question - and this man is to chair a TV debate. FFS.

Sunday 11 April 2010

My partner

I ve just noticed I have nt mentioned my partner.
We ve been together for 19 years. A long time in anyones book.
He has his faults as do we all.
But on the whole he is a generous, kind, loving man who I love deeply.

He has in the last 5 years had to go through watching his partner become very ill and recover more than once.
No one should have to deal with that.
I feel guilty because of it.
Feel like he does nt deserve to have had that and like I dont deserve him.

Black Cloud

I mentioned the other day I was feeling depressed following going into remission.
Apparently its quite a common thing, your body/mind gets you through the treatment etc but then when its over you feel like you ve dropped off a cliff.

At the moment is like a huge black cloud in a windless sky.
Nothing seems to budge it.
I find it hard to get up and when I do I find it harder again to eat, or take any notice in anything.
The worst time is around 8/9pm thats when I feel physically sick from it.
My heart pounds, chest hurts and I feel sick to the stomach.
My mind whirls with thoughts of death and I often wonder what is the point and wish it would all end.
Am I suicidal - slightly - but not enough to do it.
Do I wish I d go to sleep and not wake up - often.
Do I wish I did nt feel like this - yes.
Why would nt I?

Thursday 8 April 2010

Can Cameron be anymore of a wanker.

Cameron today was with Sir Michael Caine - a person with a personal wealth of £45,000,000.
A person who fled the Country in the 1970s because he did nt want to pay UK tax and became a tax exile and contributed nothing to this Countries tax system, the NHS, schools, etc etc for years.
A person who says he will do the same again and again not contribute anything to this Country.
A person who stated in 2009 that people who were unemployed were " layabouts" - so if you ve lost your job because of the recession your a layabout according to Sir Michael.
Nice friends Mr Cameron.

So the wanker bit.

Well Cameron managed to squeeze in 2 Caine film quotes into his speech.
Thats why he s a wanker.

And the great British Media - oh how they laughed.

Update

Hello thought I d let you see whats been happening on the cancer front and the parents/family front.
Well yesterday went for a follow up appointment at the Northern Centre for Cancer Care.
Everything going as planned, blood tests etc all point to continued remission.
Its now 13 weeks remission.
Thats a quarter of the way through, as I have been told if it does nt return within 52 weeks it is extremely unlikely to return.

Its pretty hard to function though, although I feel ok etc, its a bit like waiting for a fatal accident that you know might come but then again might not. - if that makes sense.
The slightest headache, tiredness in fact any ill feeling and its OMG its back.
So as well as being depressed Im very snappy and short tempered.

My parents have not been in touch since the argument nearly 2 weeks ago.
Which is nice to think after 3 bouts of cancer and finishing chemo etc people who are your family can be so cruel.
I find it rather sick to be honest.
Maybe I just did nt really know my parents.
Or did nt realise they were that bad.

I find it unforgivable to be honest.