My partner

I ve just noticed I have nt mentioned my partner.
We ve been together for 19 years. A long time in anyones book.
He has his faults as do we all.
But on the whole he is a generous, kind, loving man who I love deeply.

He has in the last 5 years had to go through watching his partner become very ill and recover more than once.
No one should have to deal with that.
I feel guilty because of it.
Feel like he does nt deserve to have had that and like I dont deserve him.