Update

Hello thought I d let you see whats been happening on the cancer front and the parents/family front.
Well yesterday went for a follow up appointment at the Northern Centre for Cancer Care.
Everything going as planned, blood tests etc all point to continued remission.
Its now 13 weeks remission.
Thats a quarter of the way through, as I have been told if it does nt return within 52 weeks it is extremely unlikely to return.

Its pretty hard to function though, although I feel ok etc, its a bit like waiting for a fatal accident that you know might come but then again might not. - if that makes sense.
The slightest headache, tiredness in fact any ill feeling and its OMG its back.
So as well as being depressed Im very snappy and short tempered.

My parents have not been in touch since the argument nearly 2 weeks ago.
Which is nice to think after 3 bouts of cancer and finishing chemo etc people who are your family can be so cruel.
I find it rather sick to be honest.
Maybe I just did nt really know my parents.
Or did nt realise they were that bad.

I find it unforgivable to be honest.